Gender disappointment

I thought to myself, if I find out the gender now and it happens to be a girl, I WILL feel disappointed. On some level. For some reason.

But it wasn’t the disappointment I was worried about. It was the guilt of feeling disappointed that I knew was sure to follow that really deterred me from finding out.

grief, loss, home birth, birth rightsSarah FowlerDecember 30, 2018Life and Lens Photographybirth photography, gender disappointment, homebirth after loss, pregnancy after loss, sydney homebirth, sydney birth photography, sydney birth photographer